14/07/08 03:44 [Tuesday]
Early-morning ideation
The solution in the near term to deterring hypnosis such as Dawn suffered yesterday afternoon while I was out shopping, which led to drugging of rice we ate as part of our evening meal and consequently to my sleep being disturbed now with headache and tummy upset, will be to get my CCTV coverage working again and get it extended to cover the interior of the bungalow. The longer term solution will be emigration to France (France being quite close and part of the EU, and French being the language I know second best) and hopefully no agents of the British Government will stand in the way of my replacing my passport which Dawn tore during a rage created a year or two back by stimulant drugs she was given without her foreknowledge or consent just like her recent rage when she downgraded our security.
I must sing the praises of Resolve powders from
SSL International plc
1 Old Park Lane
Trafford Park
Manchester M41 7HA
and recommend (strenuously) avoidance of Alka Seltzer from the faceless conglomerate Bayer plc.
I hope and believe they have Morrisons in France.
14/07/08 08:21
Out of events last Saturday I have had cause to write to the priest in charge of Our Lady of Lourdes Roman Catholic church in Kingswinford. Had I been stilled by antischizophrenic drugs and moved about like a zombie with stimulants as needed plus ‘hypnotising’ advice it is unlikely that ‘advisers’ paid by the State to take care of me would have led me to this situation. Out of this situation great change could conceivably follow, that is I might even become Roman Catholic.
The point I make is that being free to choose one’s own course, especially when one’s mind is not reduced in acuity and intricacy of thinking with drugs - and when one is not detained in hospital - one by nature comes into contexts which might well give rise to good and which certainly fill life with more variety and interest than being in something like a zoo for people (that is, mental patients).
The druggists seem to believe antischizophrenic drugs can be regarded as simply slowing one down. The point is if one is slowed down one misses the chance of consequences which follow from a clash, a happy coincidence, or anyway some sort of inter-correspondence, between things that happen in life if not literally at the same time then certainly in quick succession. Of course a symptom in schizophrenia is over-reaction to such ‘coincidences’, often involving belief that coincidences between what is ‘in here’ and what is ‘out there’ have significance and may have been deliberately engineered by a Higher Force. Mentioning Roman Catholicism: it is the case of course that Roman Catholics (and other High Church Christians) believe that sometimes a Higher Force genuinely does intervene in such a way.